Does the Market even know what it wants .25% .50% or zero. US economic Data not exactly weak lately

Most say that good trading requires discipline. Yes, it does, to avoid impulsive behavior and emotional bias. But, at times, it also requires breaking discipline; literally doing the exact opposite to adjust to market nuances. The art is to master when to bend that discipline.

“99% of the world is convinced they are incapable of achieving great things, so they aim for the mediocre middle-ground. The level of competition is thus fiercest for ‘realistic’ goals, paradoxically making them the most time- and energy-consuming." ~ Tim Ferriss

Don't compare your results to someone else's. You can never be another person, you can only be a better version of yourself.

There is no growth nor victory, without pain.

It isn't a matter of forgetting your trading mistakes. What one has to learn is how to remember and yet be free of the past losing trades.